I was just thinking of writting down my thoughts that i have and dont voice through the day mostly for therabeautic reasons. I guess sorta like Harriet lol. At the end of the day Ill post them on tumblr no one follows me but that way i will feel like my voice is heard in it own special way :)

I hope this all goes well and i dont have everyone hate and turn on me like in Harriet the spy XD

I feel like is sort of a pointless game I don’t understand why people feel this need to compete I understand that its all based of the who compete to surve but wouldn’t it all be easier if we just wanted everyone to win if the need to push ourselve was not for the prize someone will give you or for the fact that your better then everyone else but just to know that you can improve even if you win or not at the end of the day your further than you were the day before!

I know this sounds like a dreamer someone who has no idea of how the Real world works but I feel (Not right or wrong) but I feel that Its better to not know every thing about the real world. Because if anyone is like me they went in to this world pretty close to pure hearted if not pure of heart. Then I got older and I realized people are hateful, judging, and not willing to look in on another light. I’m straying off the path … I just feel like I have Become some what of a Social Shell when origionally i was A True social butterfly and this is all Because of my envirment. Its sad huh the fact that this open creative child just shut up because so many people when she was a child just shot her down. ( teachers, peers, other adult) At that time I was not ready to be Shot at I wasnt raised to fend off the negativity and closed mindedness that was thrown at me at such a young age. (I’m sure I make it sound more dramatic then it really is but at such a young age it seemed so much bigger)

Basicly this is me, Kristina, while not a fan of the negativity and hard headedness.. (if headedness is even a word) ready to work on pulling off the layers of the shild that crew think around age 8 lol and work on just being more of me and sharing it with the world 

I want to conger my issue will strangers and large crowds and what is really stoping me … :P